Tuesday, July 10, 2007
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you know why w115 rocks so much?
because they are always there.. every small little thing/detail matters to them all (: thanks you so much my beloved cg (: thank you for coming down to cck to support my heats!!! (: i'm moved and touched by this gesture. really. (: plus all the smses pre-race. plus jon teo's prayer request for me (:
kicking off to a VERY BAD start was school on monday.
well jud and i did pe in spikes to try running for the race in the afternoon.. waha. we barely lasted 3rounds proper. scary thing to know that it's juz the afternoon that it's the real thing!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!
lessons today were crap.
econs lecture that i couldn't understand so i ended up dozing off again.
math tutorial that mr ng went through the exam script which i had no mood to pay attention to anymore.
so round up of results!!
gp - 47
physics - 48
math - 32%
chem - 28.5
econs - 20
bleh. this iz really bad. it's even worse than last year's results.. worse than last year's JCT or promos.. what am i gonna do..??!?!?!?! sigh.
felt miserable. pathetic. not juz cuz of results but some other reasons. bogged down bigtime.
tried to sleep all feelings away. couldn't.
but i had to focus concentrate. arm action; stride; pace. the race iz on and noone not anyone not anything should get in my way of my race.that was all i thought of on my journey to cck.
that was the end of my bad day.
felt relaxed no stress no pressure. prayed. felt God's presence felt God's strength. ran with all my might ran with all my heart ran with all my focus.
after a disappointed last year of nationals..
this year i managed to clinch 2nd for my heat. i'm happy. overjoyed and overwhelmed. (: so much so that all other thoughts were immediately washed outta my brain. i could hear bk, ailin and ben rooting for me at the gallery juz near the finishing line. i could hear my teammates shouting "go nat" and screams as i did my final dash to overtake that raffles girl in front of me. i juz ran. i juz ran. i juz ran. my finals. for mr teo. for TJ. for God. (:
arvin came (: yayness and coolness. he almost got into trouble for coming outta camp. but still tHaNks arvin!! (: for taking the trouble to come down to support us even though you said you couldn't make it (: turtleneck!! x)
but yeah. i rem arvin saying that as long as we tried our best and we completed the race. we're considered as succeeded. (: jud!! you completed your race and so you've succeeded!! (: i'm proud of you.! (: it was really encouraging to have you in my heats. to know that when two or more are gathered, there God will be with us during our run (: well done to debbie too. i saw the chase was on. i saw the intensity and how well you completed the race. i'm equally proud of you. (: well done my lovely tracker babes (:
wednesday. next 2races. here i come.
thanks bk for the long talk with me too. really needed it.
*throbs @00:50 <3
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